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Interests: finishing the work bruce gilley started, being God's daughter, piano, archery, guitar, eating, sleeping,running, swimming, hanging with my buds. music, smile empty soul, incubis,greenday, staind, nirvana, velvet revolver, fuel,trapt,three days grace, finch, linkin park,crossfade,future leaders of the world, and many more bands adopt your own virtual pet!
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Saturday, August 12, 2006

well guys. i think my xanga has run it's course. unless something drastic has happened this is my last post. i turned 18 on august 9. bruce will be gone for 2 years august 20. my parents are divorcing, because of a mistake my dad made and now he will pay for it until he dies. and now i am faced with a choice that will affect me the rest of MY life. i've had no contact with my dad since i found out april 24. i don't want to see or talk to my dad. EVER again. i have been cheated out of having a father. and i need my bruce to help me out, and he's not here. i spent 3 weeks traveling all over australia with brandon. :) brandon is the best thing to happen to me since jesus. i'm struggleing with church. i don't want to go.life is not being kind to me right now. it is my senior year. oakland sucks. the people at my work are all alcoholics. i need to get out of here. go live some where else. i plan to work alot next year and save my money. i'm going to go to mtsu and maybe become a lawyer.i'm going to run the marathon in april '07. i'm going to travel as much as i can. and try to leave this life behind me.



 



 
 me and brandon in sydney at the opera house. we saw a show. and no that is not a beer

 well. goodbye xanga. song of the day- the end has come by ben moody.  the punisher soundtrack.


Friday, May 26, 2006

goodbye. i am off to australia in 6 hours. be back june 16.


Monday, February 13, 2006

   i am pissed becuz bruce has been gone a year and a half and there are still times where i am just totally LOST  without him. to someone close to you is one thing. to lose a best friend, SUCKS! who am i kidding? i'm still love with him. i don't cry as easily as i used to a year and a half ago, but i still hurt becuz i need him.  and i'm mad because everyone is going to myspace and leaveing xanga.
2) my parents are divorcing and it sucks. i'm not going to pretend this doesn't hurt, and i won't pretend that it hurts more than it does to get pity.3) i want to move 4) i need to be in a new house 5) my dad lives in lebanon 6) i want more time to myself 7) i want more time with my friends 8) i need more friends 9) i need a best friend who will lay down in the middle of the road with me and watch the stars. 10) i want time to just rock my eardrums out with my own music.
MY GOALS FOR LIFE
1) be happy
2) have a family
3) be in times square with my cousin katie midnight dec 31 '07
4) take a road trip
5) be there in 2012 to see the olympic swimmers in london england.
6) dance in front of ppl like there is no one looking
7) look like this girl -> damn. it must be ideal to be her.
on other words i think i found my prom dress!
haha just kidding.
see ya'll later....if anyone still reads this. -ash


Sunday, January 22, 2006

i'm updating. are you shocked?  i have $2500 in the bank people.and that, is a very good thing. it feels good to have money.i'm only working one day a week now. so it won't increase that much now, but still. i finally have a spare hour before i head off to sportscom to swim. i caught a cold and lost 6 pounds. i love to swim. running doesn't do it for me.   i am a junior. one more year until i have to grow up and be an adult. can't i just be young forever?   well anyway i passes all my classes! woot! celebration! well i touched a stingray. it bit me. and then sprayed putrid water all over me. dude! i swear the freaking stingray was trying to eat me alive!!! me and the lovly heather are making a day to make shirts, that say this, (see pirate icon) oh yes. and now some wonderful randon icons for you. well mr. thoe and  i dissagree about the spelling of "debris" he claims it is "debre" i dissagree. but who am i to say so? it's only the spelling in the websters dictionary. that's all i have to say. good bye.

song of the day - finding myself by smile empty soul.


Thursday, December 01, 2005

well well well. so much to say sorry i hadn't  been around. i was uhh.... a little busy. .me and brandon been together over a year,   i'm failing chemistry,  i had to quit the swim team, so i took up potty diving. hell yes! well, i found out i have excersize induced asthma, and around 70 allergies.  i've stopped going to church. my friend neminja, the foreign exchange student from yugoslavia is really awesome, but now that he's going to bell aire, it's not about God anymore. it's about who can be friends with the hot foreign guy. i don't want any part of that.   me and kristin baby are gonna reek havoc tomorrow! and we shall dance like wild children!!!   i saw my favorite person in the whole wide world. my cousin katie-bug. who's having some tough times, so i'm gonna burn her a cd of songs to help her. so katie baby just hang on. we will have broken smiles together.  saw lori the other day. *smiles*  fianlly got closure on something today. i can let it go forever, and be satisfied. i was caught molesting a tree again..... damn it. i'd addicted to coffee i swear it. oh well. i guess it's better than and better than getting pregnant and better than getting high and smoking   and drinking and better than being paris hilton   i'm alone too much. does that make sense? i am scheduled every hour of every day. i'm always always doing something. but i don't have any "me" time. so i feel alone.  i'm always working. but hey! i've got over $2000 in the bank baby! and my love trevor will be working with me soon. he's awesome. i don't want to graduate high school. i'm not ready to start my life. well isn't that attractive. and of brucey baby, i still love you. 



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